This is an update topic on me. I know I havent been active. Truth of the matter Is I had found out that I was preg. I was so excited. Finally after all these months. Last wends i started to spot brown blood. I was told thats normal its old blood. Well wends of this week i started bleeding hard and i lost some tissue. then thursday i went to the ER. where I found out I was losing my baby. My baby was in my left tube instead of my womb. I had an internal U/S done and it concluded that my baby was indeed going to die because of that. Well I had a specialist who was a real asshole come in. He said no thats not the baby its a tumor he told me in his opinion i should go home and i would be fine. I said ok what if it is the baby he said then your tube could burst and you could bleed to death. Im thinking nice thanx for that. The U/S clearly showed the baby with arm buds and all. So i said I want to do the surgery. So i had the surgery done. They had top remove my left tube so I only have one tube. nyesterday b4 i was released the specialist came in and was all nice im like yeah because i was right and you were wrong. I am an emotional reck. All I want is to have my baby back. I kept thinking since i found out that my baby was a girl so did my hubby. Anyway we named her Amelia Marie. Some may say thats dumb well i didnt want her to die a namless life. I was 7.3 weeks preg. I might not be on here alot . Im trying to put my life in order but i cant right now. I just want may baby back . Figured i would fill you all in
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I am so sorry and feel so much sadness for your loss.
I think naming your baby was a beautiful idea and it will certainly help you heal. I never knew the gender of my babies, but I think of them often. I know I will them again in Heaven.
I will pray for healing for you and your husband and I encourage you to give yourself time to feel better in every way. You can still get pregnant with only one tube...I am living proof of that.
Please send me a message if you have any questions about anything.
Take care, hon.
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Ty all so very much, for your thoughts and prayers. I am struggling i cray a good part of the day. I wanted to share something with you all. My friend Heather made a memorial for my baby for me here it is below. ... i might use it as my siggy to help me to hheal and know she is still my baby ,,,,
Ty all so very much, for your thoughts and prayers. I am struggling i cray a good part of the day. I wanted to share something with you all. My friend Heather made a memorial for my baby for me here it is below. ... i might use it as my siggy to help me to hheal and know she is still my baby ,,,, -- Edited by proudcowife at 14:08, 2006-07-10 -- Edited by proudcowife at 14:11, 2006-07-10
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