Glad to hear that you went to the doctor. It was the opinion that you needed to have something done since you described the leaking ear thing. I bet that you will be feeling better in a couple of day. As far as feeling better before the visit, that is a case of "I don't fucking want to go" syndrome. Everyone has it.
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