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 Not DOM at all! I feel equal parts to play are the best! I am only comming to terms with my age at this point. Again, I am not as young as I used to be.

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Dude: How old do you think I am??--(I'll bet that you won't guess)

You are still a kid!

Just remember-----practice makes the best teacher!!

-- Edited by woodbutcher at 04:49, 2006-10-22

ejay wrote:

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Wow Plush! Great hotness!

 

A little young for me though But I can role it in my mind a bit like a dirty old man

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I will be 31 soon, I am not that young.

Plush wrote:

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ejay wrote:

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Wow Plush! Great hotness!

 

A little young for me though But I can role it in my mind a bit like a dirty old man

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I will be 31 soon, I am not that young.

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You're younger than I am. Personally, I think I've gotten better with age.

Ok, now that you've gotten the validation from others, you need to channel that positive energy into action.

Im 34 next month and in the best shape of my life. Im stronger, faster, stronger sex drive, everything is better than when i was 18. Out of all those young whipper snappers in their early 20s in my recruit class, i came in first in the Police Officer Physical Ability Test, had the highest amount of flexibility, came in first in the 1.5 mile run, and generally kicked ass in all the combat training.

Age is just numbers my dear.

Plus chicks in their thirties are definately the hottest. So no worries Plush, your thirties can be some of the best years of your life. :)

And if I was single I'd rev your engine. :)

Well sure, in doggie years many of you are ages older than I.

No worries, I started early with everything! Including my first tattoo at the age of 13.

We won't talk about what else was early.

That and being in LE has aged me beyond me years.

Buttercup wrote:

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Grey hair really can be so beautiful, I don't have any yet but I'd like to think that I won't cover it whenever I do get it.

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That's what I always say, but everyone tells me I'll feel differently when I get it.  I don't think I will though.

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Not to single you out, but where can i buy them there prayers? They seem to be the instafix for problems. Even if it's someone elses problem. Say a prayer and all is well. It doesn't fucking work like that people!!!!!!! Life is Cause and Effect. It has nothing to do with a superior being at the helm. No one is driving!!!!!!!!! You are driving your life, and the people you surround yourself with. God has nothing to fucking do with it. Karma is Karma. Do as you want done unto you. Nothing more, nothing less. I did wrong, I am being wronged. Simple.

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What did your kids do to deserve this?

I fully respect the fact that you don't believe in prayer (and no, I do not feel singled out, lol). And while everyone chooses to express their beliefs differently in whatever they believe, the basic idea is that people here care enough to use their beliefs to wish you well and a path out of your problems. Telling them that they are wrong....well, I guess I'd just be appreciative that people thought enough of me to make the effort whether it was according to my own beliefs or not.

Buttercup wrote:

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Plush wrote:

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Not to single you out, but where can i buy them there prayers? They seem to be the instafix for problems. Even if it's someone elses problem. Say a prayer and all is well. It doesn't fucking work like that people!!!!!!! Life is Cause and Effect. It has nothing to do with a superior being at the helm. No one is driving!!!!!!!!! You are driving your life, and the people you surround yourself with. God has nothing to fucking do with it. Karma is Karma. Do as you want done unto you. Nothing more, nothing less. I did wrong, I am being wronged. Simple.

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What did your kids do to deserve this?

I fully respect the fact that you don't believe in prayer (and no, I do not feel singled out, lol). And while everyone chooses to express their beliefs differently in whatever they believe, the basic idea is that people here care enough to use their beliefs to wish you well and a path out of your problems. Telling them that they are wrong....well, I guess I'd just be appreciative that people thought enough of me to make the effort whether it was according to my own beliefs or not.

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And i clearly stated that I appreciated all the prayers and thoughts. I just dont put my faith in it. I just don't believe prayer is the answer to my problems. Only I can fix these problems. Didn't set out to offend anyone in particular. It was just what i was thinking at the time.

Buttercup wrote:

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It's worse at night, isn't it?

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How did you guess?

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Oh I don't know, lucky guess, perhaps.

Not that the tone of your posts has anything to do with it.

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Hahahaha, yeah it gets bad at the end of the day. It overwhelms me and i get angry.

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Sideshow wrote:

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ejay wrote:

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Well sure, in doggie years many of you are ages older than I.

No worries, I started early with everything! Including my first tattoo at the age of 13.

We won't talk about what else was early.

That and being in LE has aged me beyond me years.

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lol! my youngest brother got his first tattoo on his 11th birthday and lost his virginity when he got married-at 28.

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 getting  a tattoo and becoming sexually active are worlds apart.  Further nethier makes you an adult, just engaging in adult activites.

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EXACTLY my point my pretty.

Anger can be a very useful tool when you need to find a direction. It is far stronger than the mis-guided emotional response you have for him when you aren't angry. Use the anger Plush. Use the anger to see the true story here. He hurt you, he used you, he left you and abandoned your kids.....use that anger to do what needs done instead of wallowing in the "heart". The heart will heal in time, but the decisions you make right now don't just effect you, they alter your children's lives! Put your heart on the back burner and look at the big picture here.....make positive steps in your children's future, you will be amazed how that will effect your own life as well. Use the anger to stay focused. This "situation" isn't entirely your fault, it takes 2 to get to this point, but it takes 1 to break the cycle.....be that one person who stands up for your kids and thinks of their lives....don't be him and let the world revolve only around yourself! You have it in you, I have seen it and heard it, but you have to believe it to use it Plush. When you only see despair, you will live in it and you will find it to be a lonely place that serves no good?!

You should talk to KatScratch if you haven't already, Plush.

See Plush, You have options and a lot of people willing to listen and/or help. It will get better, the fog will clear....