Well it is 4:58 am and I have been awake since 2:03 am ....
I hate it when I wake up thinking about some stupid stuff that happened over 5 years ago, and then it keeps replaying over and over and over keeping me awake. It's like just forget about it and go back to sleep, but my brain just keeps replaying it just to piss me off. The more I try to forget it and go back to sleep the more pissed off I get and the more awake I am. Over something that is so stupid that it is not worth even thinking about in the first place.
But now I am awake and there isn't even anyone here to talk to to help me get my mind off of it.
WTF
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"Fix your attention on God. You'll be changed from the inside out" Romans 12, verse 2
I have had nights like that. ITs almost a combo of the loss of your father, the holidays and your mind going nuts. take care of yourself sweetie. And a cup of hot tea doesnt hurt ethier.
Actually last night I woke up thinking about a girl that I use to work with .... she was really uptight and so full of herself. If she did not want to talk to you she would put her hand in your face and say "Talk to the Hand". It was really kind of annoying but kind of stupid also.
So you see it was really .... something really stupid .... that kept me away.
Not that it pissed me off ... or .... made her look so "Acrimonious" ... or ... even that it was kind of even funny at some point ... but ....
the fact that I could not get the picture out of my brain and it kept replaying over and over and over ....
and the fact is all I wanted to do is just go to sleep ....
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"Fix your attention on God. You'll be changed from the inside out" Romans 12, verse 2
I have had nights like that....not anymore. When I am thinking of a person of my past of present that just bugs me; I imagine them doing the thing they do that annoys me so much. I then imagine me slapping the poop outta of them. I know...violence is no solution, but I fall asleep with a smile on my face.
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"The life given us by nature is short; but the memory of a well-spent life is eternal." -Cicero
I have had nights like that....not anymore. When I am thinking of a person of my past of present that just bugs me; I imagine them doing the thing they do that annoys me so much. I then imagine me slapping the poop outta of them. I know...violence is no solution, but I fall asleep with a smile on my face.
I have had nights like that....not anymore. When I am thinking of a person of my past of present that just bugs me; I imagine them doing the thing they do that annoys me so much. I then imagine me slapping the poop outta of them. I know...violence is no solution, but I fall asleep with a smile on my face.
I have had nights like that....not anymore. When I am thinking of a person of my past of present that just bugs me; I imagine them doing the thing they do that annoys me so much. I then imagine me slapping the poop outta of them. I know...violence is no solution, but I fall asleep with a smile on my face.
that is really all that matters.
I will have to try that next time ... that is if there is a next time.
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"Fix your attention on God. You'll be changed from the inside out" Romans 12, verse 2
Stupid stuff that keeps me awake is: Stress of the next day or big event coming up that I am part of, like if I have some important role in it or something.
Also things that I remember I have to do, but am to damn lazy to get up, write it down, and go back to bed. Or even a fuckin headache. How hard is it to walk upstairs, get some aspirin and go back to bed. URGGG Now I think I should be able to sleep well tonight because I had TURKEY and turkey is post to make you go to sleep quicker.
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